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Yunxu
Jul 10, 2010 3:03:25 GMT -5
Post by Amia on Jul 10, 2010 3:03:25 GMT -5
when hearing the surprise he had caused in telling of his age, he laughed. "I know I look young. I never look like what I'm supposed to. I am old yet I look young, in my youth I looked very much like a girl. my body simply must love fooling people with appearances." he said happily, scratching the back of his head a bit. when hearing the boy had no idea where he was going, he frowned. "do you have nowhere to go? you don't seem to be Maihitan.....if you need a place to stay, I am happy to give you a room at my orphanage. I'm always more than willing to help a young person in need...though I would hope if you lived there you might help keep an eye on my children every now and then." he said hopefully. regardless of what was said, he soon turned in the direction of Senya city and smiled. "well now, shall we go then?" he asked the boy, reaching out his hand, his hair blowing in the breeze and making him look somehow more charming.
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Yunxu
Jul 10, 2010 3:18:34 GMT -5
Post by MojaveRattler on Jul 10, 2010 3:18:34 GMT -5
WildFire sighed and shook his head when asked if he has anywhere to go. Smiling happily when told he can stay but that smile became a large beautiful smile of pure happiness. Squealing in delight when children were mentioned and actually jumping up just a little bit. "Ya got kids!!!! ? YES!!!!!" Oh, he was so visibly happy all of a sudden. When he calmed down he just smiled at the male and delicately laid his hand into Ailin's. "Ya not married though?" Well, it was his best guess for more than one reason. One, the dude was a priest, two, well there was not a ring or anything but that was not always a good way to tell. Walking along side the male and suddenly thinking about the male had not called him a woman. Well, that was a first but he was not about to complain. No need to do that for any reason. WildFire does not really mind being mistaken for a woman as he dresses like one anyway. "Um... do ya know a place that has some nice clothes. Grandma will have my slaves come and I know they will bring what I like... but, I don't when she will have them come here... well actually Samar will be stopping by tomorrow and dropping my stuff off so I don't know.. I had not planned on going for really." Maybe he should have told his grandmother about that. <----- the drop off -----> It was just getting dark when Samar had decided to show up. Deciding to do this earlier instead of later for his own reasons... he is worried over his WildFire.. his Prince. Samar has darker than black shoulder length hair. It is smooth in texture but has a gentle wave to it like water caressing a beach. Tan skin and muscle, not to much but enough to show great strength. Dark eyes that seem to look right through you with a wisdom untold. Smooth and elegant in his movements and calm in his nature, a soothing but intimidating man. Tall, six foot four in his height and that alone makes people shy from him. Carrying what he need o his own. More than one parcel he has brought and he stopped before the temple. Giving his name, "I am Samar. My WildFire has recently visited.. he should have come this day." Once he got permission he entered and the objects he set down with care.
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Yunxu
Jul 10, 2010 18:15:17 GMT -5
Post by Amia on Jul 10, 2010 18:15:17 GMT -5
Ailin flinched slightly at that loud 'yes' when he told him he had kids. "I take it you like children then." he said, looking still a bit nervous that he might cause the boy to yell again. when his marital status was questioned he shook his head. "no, I'm not married. my children are actually not related to me, but as far as I'm concerned they're all my children anyway. I take care of them and keep them safe until a good family is willing to take them home. most of them are non humans. demons, elves, devils, werewolves, nymphs and so on. right now I have about 34 children." he said. when asked if he knew a place with nice clothes, he shrugged. "really I don't know that many places yet. I had to use a map to get here. if you don't mind borrowing a girl's clothes you can use my daughter Mia's clothing when we get to Senya. after that I can probably buy you a few things, but making sure my kids are alright will be my priority for the first few days of being home." he said. suddenly he frowned. "I'm sorry, did you say slaves?" he asked with a concerned look. this boy seemed nice, why on earth would he have slaves?
when it was evening, the workers had fixed the hole in the floor and replaced the mattress in the middle of the room and the pillows and curtains that had decorated it. the rest of the room however was still a bit naked. just as the new male had entered, the goddess had removed her work clothes and was picking up her sari. "h-hey! who let you in here?!" asked one of the priests, rushing over to Linali to cover her naked body. she rolled her eyes and swatted the man's hands away. "I don't care if they see me naked. besides, I'm going to be dressed again shortly." she argued as she began putting on her sari. she asked the man who had let Samar in who he was and what he wanted and nodded. "very well. my grandson's beloved Samar....you may put his things in the room next to mine. my servants shall show you where that is. you are welcome to spend the night here if you wish, but when you return to your homeland it will be your duty to find the servants who are loyal to Wildfire and bring them here....also, I have something for you to give to my son...." she said, moving over to a table that had been spared her wrath and opening the large, beautiful wooden box upon it. she pulled out a glowing red and black stone and her attendants and priests gasped. she brought the stone to Samar so he could see it, then wrapped it in some cloth and gave it to him. "this is a chaos stone....it's beautiful, but it symbolizes impending doom. he will know when he sees this that his life, his servants, his powers, his title, everything....shall be mine...he has gone too far after I have given him countless warnings and thus his world shall end by my hands. tell him the goddess of fire Linali sent it and be prepared to watch him sweat for a month as he knows damn well I am far more powerful than him or that woman he married." she said with a dark smile. she would enjoy watching her son squirm until she came to punish him.
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Yunxu
Jul 10, 2010 19:10:33 GMT -5
Post by MojaveRattler on Jul 10, 2010 19:10:33 GMT -5
Grinning in pure delight when the male spoke of his obvious like of children. Head tilted slightly to the side as he spoke, "I want kids, ya know?" Unable to keep the day dream type tone from showing up. Truly he did wish to have a baby of his own but, according to his grandmother it was best if he waits till he is married. He would listen to her... it almost sounded like what he had been told by his Samar. Funny how they still refer to each other like that. Though.. there was some things that the slave would not tell him. Unable to help but giggle as he was told 'if you don't mind borrowing a girls clothes'. Looking down at what he was wearing and out right laughing. Such a beautiful laughter, much like a song. "Mind? Nah, I only wear girls clothes really. I like skirts and dresses.. I like to wear them." This was perfectly normal in his mind. That and the makeup he wears all the time should be a give away. Suddenly he groaned as he wished he had brought some make-up with him. Sighing as he knew he would not be getting any for awhile.. well Samar would bring his makeup.. of which he has a good amount. When questioned about 'slaves' he just blinked and looked at Ailin. "Y-Yeah.. but grandma said I should not talk 'bout it so I should not... I mean, she said I don't have my title here like I do in all the other realms but... I don't really mind." Which gave a bit away but he could always explain later. For now... he should probably just shut up.
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A gaze that could send shudders through ones body was what he gave the over acting priest. Naked was naked and he saw little point in trying to cover the woman. This woman did not appear to mind and for that he secretly praised her. Mentally he sighed.. at least he had got to say goodbye.. in more ways than one with his WildFire. Pleasure was pleasure but they had more than sex.. at least to him it was always more than that. The love was not the same after he turned the Prince away so many times. It was love but not that sort of love any longer.. that did pain him but his Prince getting away like this.. he never foresaw it for if he had.. he would not have turned him away... for almost.. for such a long time. "I shall stay the night" he said, in that voice much like the calm of water at night. Mixed blood flows through his veins, physically he is powerful and magically as well but not as some are.. not as powerful as a young foal might believe. On his lips formed a smirk as he learned of the demise planned of the Emperor he wished to see suffer for all times. "It shall be my pleasure, My Lady." Stowing away the stone in his pocket and enjoying the thought of giving this object to the man he hates with a great passion.
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Yunxu
Aug 6, 2010 1:36:50 GMT -5
Post by Amia on Aug 6, 2010 1:36:50 GMT -5
hearing the other wanted kids, Ailin giggled. "me too. I mean kids of my own. I wouldn't love them any more than my other children, but I have always wanted to have my own blood family since I never knew any of my family members.....I wonder to myself if the other orphans I grew up with thought the same way..." he mused this thought for a moment before mving on to the next topic. when told the other liked girl's clothes, Ailin laughed once more. "I see. I must admit, I enjoyed wearing those things when I was much younger.....I had a girl's body until I was about 25....Matty really liked it when I wore women's clothes so I wore them for him....my father gave me funny looks for it, but he never told me not to." he said. he wasn't sure how, but as he had many times before, he had ended up speaking of his precious Matty. even now that his one true love was dead, he still loved the man with all his heart. he let out a dreamy sigh as he thought of the strong, brave, handsome redheaded boy he loved so deeply. he touched the picture he always carried of him and Matt, though it would only look like he had brushed his hand against his pocket. when they spoke of slavery, Ailin frowned. "well here in Maihito, the gods look down on slavery. if you do not know, you are likely equal to them in this world. the gods of this world were once slaves to the humans so slavery is deeply hated here......not that it doesn't still happen here sometimes..." he said. he wondered a bit what the other's title was in the other realm, but he figured if Wildfire didn't want to say, he shouldn't ask right now. he looked up to see the position of the sun in the sky and smiled a bit when he looked back at Wildfire. "we should get going if we want to get home before dark. I'm sure you'd rather sleep in a warm bed than in a tent with an old man like me." he said with a playful wink. seeing the look that Samar gave her priest, Linali gave him a glare right back. "oi, there's no need for such threatening glances at him. he's just a conservative old fart, he didn't do anything wrong." she said. even when her priests acted foolish, Linali couldn't help being protective of them. some of them were left as babies on the stairs of her temple. the old conservative was like a son to her and so were many of her priests and priestesses. the old man looked with gratitude to his goddess and adoptive mother. when the other agreed to stay the night, she nodded. "very well then. I will make sure the room next to mine is ready for you." she said simply, nodding in the direction of 2 young priests who rushed off to prepare the room. when she gave the chaos stone to Samar, she smirked at his reaction. "I see you dislike him as well. that is a good thing. you will not be angry to see his kingdom become mine." she said. for a moment she thought about it then spoke once more. "you should know though that now you are my servant and not his or Wildfire's. you will obey me, do you understand? I am kind to my servants but I will not stand for a lack of obedience, alright?" she said, her voice slightly stern as though she were warning one of her own children. she did not wish to punish this male, but she would do so if necessary. she then smiled. "so long as you do what I ask of you, you will be well taken care of here." she said, her voice once again more friendly and youthful.
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Yunxu
Aug 6, 2010 7:39:50 GMT -5
Post by MojaveRattler on Aug 6, 2010 7:39:50 GMT -5
Listening to the male speaking of how he wanted kids as well and likely why he did. "Orphan?" He had not thought the male was an orphan before but it kind of did make since. Sometimes he helped raise the kids his slaves birthed, helped in any way that he was able. Then the matter of clothing arised and he grinned at was said. WildFire still has the body of a women and that will actually never end up changing. He is happy the way his body is and does not care what others say. Wondering now if Samar got here yet, he hoped the male would be able to find him. With a happy sigh that gave way his thoughts about Samar, he looked back up at Ailin. "Ya don't look old... I would not mind." Still not getting how Ailin could be as old as he said he was. "Samar's ten. I'm still one... but ya really don't look that old.... I don't' get it.. ya just don't.." Samar was a stallion and he was a colt and Ailin looked like he was a stallion like Samar. Sighing again because this was rather annoying and he did not get it. If Ailin had started walking then he had done the same. Thinking about everything and how things were going and what not. Happy that is grandmother had permitted him to stay but not knowing there was a little trick to that. WildFire had thought his grandma did not like his father but had not realize just how hated he was here. It was so strange and exciting to know his father could no longer reach him. Maybe Samar and he could finally be together, such a exciting thought that was. At some point he had slipped his hand into Ailin's own and just kept walking.
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Samar watched the slaves were sent off to prepare the room he would stay in. He would need to find his WildFire soon and one night was all he could do. Wishing to see to it that his prince was safe and comfortable before he left. If he located him then he could take what was needed to where ever he stayed.That was of greater importance to him... the father could wait for his demise.. the one he loves comes first. "To where has my WildFire gone? I must go to him before I leave.. his father can wait." As much the Frisian wants to kill the man that has harmed his love repeatedly... he needs to make sure that his love is happy. Samar listened as he was spoken to now about what his... she would not keep him from his lover. "My WildFire comes before anything else, you should be aware of that." Speaking in that calm and suave voice of his. Samar glanced at the object in hand once more. "Where has my WildFire gone, I must see him before I go." Which likely also meant have sex with him before he leaves this place. A small smile touched his lip as he thought on that.. thought of using the upcoming heat to his advantage. Perhaps they could finally be together and start that... no... WildFire...he sighed rather sadly.Could they ever be together?
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Yunxu
Aug 6, 2010 20:37:30 GMT -5
Post by Amia on Aug 6, 2010 20:37:30 GMT -5
(slaves? Linali has no slaves, just servants and priests. she sent priests to ready his room. the gods don't believe in slavery, remember?)
when the other repeated the word orphan, he gave a soft smile. "yeah, I never knew my parents....I lived in an orphanage in Italy until I was 12....with....mostly good priests...though some got too close for comfort but I suppose there isn't much that can be done about it when the ones supposed to be caring for you are the ones doing things to you...." he frowned a bit at those words as he remembered being molested almost daily by various priests. the girls and most of the other boys saying that the priests never touched them. he wondered why only a certain few of them got molested by the priests and never any of the girls. when his age came up once more, Ailin giggled, sounding rather cute and childish. "I may not look it, but I'm an old coot now! an old man! it's really funny!" he said before breaking out in laughter. it really was funny to him how old he was now. he didn't look or act his age. he raised his eyebrows when told of their ages. "that's awfully young for us....I take it you're not human then? for most races you wouldn't be walking around at that age..." he said, thinking Wildfire was 1 year old in human years rather than horse years. as they walked, he suddenly felt a hand slip into his and he smiled a bit. this kind of contact he could handle. he was comfortable with holding hands and hugging and if he felt safe enough right away, cuddling or even an innocent kiss or two, but beyond that he would freak out quite a bit, perhaps even lock himself in his room. he smiled and squeezed the small hand lightly in his own. 'looks like I've made myself a new young friend today.' he thought happily. when asked where Wildfire had gone, Linali shrugged. "he did not say, I suppose I could use my divine powers to locate him, but I'm feeling quite lazy after repairing my audience hall....besides, he is mine now though, so I would know if he needed me....." she said, running a hand through her brilliant red hair. hearing that Wildfire came before her wishes, she gave a threatening glare and the torches on the walls burned brighter and somehow menacingly. "is that so? well if you would rather follow his orders I could send both of you back to where you came from and you could happily follow his orders while you both suffer beneath my son's rule." she said with a burning note to her voice that said she really would send Wildfire back if Samar was disobedient. for a moment she frowned as she mused on how Samar felt about her grandson. "we had a conversation today about breeding....I told him not to have children until he is married.....what I didn't tell him is that the punishment would be severe for both him and the father.....it would be...most unfortunate if he never got to hold his own child....moreso if he became barren after that child wa taken away....I hope for his own sake he can manage not to mate while in heat...." she said, watching Samar's face carefully to see his reaction to knowing what she would do to the boy if he became pregnant outside of wedlock. hearing the male ask once again where Wildfire was, she sighed irritably. "can you think of nothing else? he is not your wife and I don't believe right now I would give you my permission to wed him if you continue to act this way....if you obey my wishes you will be quite happy here, but otherwise....I could easily send you back to the human realm and prevent your return to this world where he lives..." she said, hoping that her threats would eventually work on Samar so he would be obedient. after a moment she sighed. "if it means so much to you, I suppose I could use my powers to find him for you, but I would only allow you to stay 3 days....it is important that you get that stone to my worthless son as soon as possible. 3 days is better than nothing, is it not?" she said. she would allow some time with Wildfire, but not much. she had priorities and silly lovesick fools who couldn't express their true feelings were nowhere near as important as the fall of an empire and all the realms beyond it.
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Yunxu
Aug 6, 2010 21:53:57 GMT -5
Post by MojaveRattler on Aug 6, 2010 21:53:57 GMT -5
WildFire could not help but laugh when the male laughed because it was funny for some reason. "Ya hot either way" he said, then started laughing again. Finally he was able to stop but was a little red in the face. When the matter of his age was mentioned he could only grin and smile in delight at the man. "I'm eighteen in human years. Samar is one hundred" WildFire said, that with a large not so sane grin on his full lips. Smiling happily and walking with the male and slipping his hand into Ailin's own. "Um... are there any little kids? I like playing with them" that and he liked helping with them and watching them.. and mothering them.. and being with them. WildFire sighed happily he thought about all the kids and wondered if there were any really young ones. Squeezing Ailin's hand in response to his own being squeezed. Walking along side the male and humming happily all of a sudden. Really hoping Samar would be able to find him. Then he wondered where they would stay when they got here. Samar had promised him they would find a house together and that Samar would marry him when they got a place. However, he is unaware that Samar is not going to live up to that promise. That the male would say no and crush him more than he has ever been crushed. Samar had promised him all that and the male was going to take it away. Samar is sweet and loving but he is cruel in that aspect, he says he loves him and that he will always take care of him. The male does take care of him but the male also hurts him and he will be very wounded in a short period of time. "Ailin... when Samar comes.. can he stay to?" WildFire knew he had to ask that before Samar would just show up and end up there for however long he can stay. WildFire had no idea that his grandmother was going to watch him closely. Had no idea how strict she can be.. had no idea he might just need her again very soon. Maybe.. maybe she could since his longing for Samar already.. it was strong.
Samar was staring at her and anger burned in his eyes as she spoke of his love never holding their child, that she would not allow him to carry another. "You shall not do that to my love. I shall not allow such a wound to fall upon him. He deserves to have a child if that is what he wishes." Hissing those words out like a deadly snake but there was a strange calmness to the words that he spoke. Soon more words fell when he asked where his prince had gone to once more. Rolling his eyes a bit when she said she would not permit him to marry the male. "If I wish to marry him then I shall..." Saying nothing more than that as he listened to farther words. "Then tell me where my prince has gone. I shall leave tonight." He had said he would stay but he would sooner be with his prince than he would be here. "I shall need his things so I can take them to him. A way to secure them on my back and to prevent them from falling." Samar would travel how ever far he must to reach the one he cares deeply for. The one he shall wound severely in a short period of time.
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Yunxu
Aug 6, 2010 23:28:54 GMT -5
Post by Amia on Aug 6, 2010 23:28:54 GMT -5
hearing the other call him hot, he blushed and giggled. "thank you." he replied happily. he enjoyed compliments so long as they didn't follow with groping like they sometimes did when he was around others. when he was told how old Wildfire was in human years he laughed. "oh lord, I thought I was speaking with a brilliant toddler! I'm sorry." he said in an amused tone. at the question about his kid's ages, he nodded. "yes, there are little ones, even a few babies. my children range from a week old fire and ice demon mix whose mother pleaded I take him because he was mixed, to a 17 year old vampire who is working hard to become a scholar. I think you'd quite like Ethan. he's sweet and charming, he always asks permission to drink blood as well. the children's 'mommy' mothers him even though he's quite a bit older than him. it's cute." he said as he thought of Rikku with his eldest. when the other started humming, Ailin smiled and joined, humming the same tune in a rather pleasing male voice. he was a lovely singer when one could coax him into singing. hearing the other's question, he frowned a bit. "I'm not particularly comfortable with strange men living in my house, but....I suppose maybe for a day or two..." he said. he really didn't like strange men very much. he didn't trust them inside his home. hearing the response she got from what she said, she threw her head back and laughed. "I shall do what I wish to him if he disobeys me. I have no patience for that bloodline. I shall do what I wish and a little boy like you cannot stop a goddess who has lived for thousands of years." she said in a cold yet amused tone. hearing Samar say he would marry Wildfire if he wished, she laughed once more. "once more, do you really think you can defy me and go unpunished little colt? don't be foolish. you will be swallowed by the jaws of hell if you attempt to marry him without my permission. be grateful I have not forbidden you to have sex with him." she said simply. she was amused by this, that one so young compared to her, and a slave no less would be so defiant. it amused her greatly and she would be more than happy to punish him for anything he did to defy her. when the other suddenly changed his mind about staying, she shrugged. "very well then. I will tell you where he is, but remember, you only have 3 days to stay with him. I am being more than generous considering how important you task is." she said. she sat up and cupped her hands together and summoned fire. she looked into the fire and saw where Wildfire was though only she was able to see more than fire in her hands. she smiled softly when she saw the man he was with. she knew that man, he was kind and gentle...sweet Ailin who cared for many children and preached about 'how we must help our fellow man whenever we can and make our world a true paradise and better ourselves in the process.' she giggled at the sight of them holding hands. "he is in good hands. he is with a priest I have come to know quite well. they are headed east towards Senya." she said. she let the fire dim and disappear before getting up. "come, I shall get you packed up to go." she said, getting up and walking to where Wildfire's things were. in her mind she thought to add something to what she had said to Wildfire. 'Wildfire, I forgot to mention. I shall be the one to decide who you marry. you are welcome to bring suitors you like to me, but I shall decide if they are worthy to marry one of my family...' she thought this, but sent this to Wildfire's mind so he would know she must approve of his mates first.
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Yunxu
Aug 6, 2010 23:54:49 GMT -5
Post by MojaveRattler on Aug 6, 2010 23:54:49 GMT -5
WildFires laughed, "I aint a toddler!! Though I'm still a colt!" His laughter was pleasant to hear, he was a wonderful singer and a player and performer. Then he jumped up in pure delight when the male spoke of having little babies there. "Can I play with them! Please!!!" Being very loud all of a sudden and swinging their hands back in forth in delight. Excited to go and see the little kids and play and take care of them now. He started humming in delight and was enjoying it more when the male joined in with him. He liked the sound of the males voice but then he had to ask a question. "Samar.. he's..." he blushed a little "He's.. I think you'll like him" not saying that Samar had promised they would get married here. Walking close to Ailin but suddenly he stopped the male and moved in front of him. Leaning up he gave the male a peck on his cheek then hugged him. "Thanks.. I know Samar won't stay long.. he will probably want to go back and let others know we got here okay." Not explaining that but the he suddenly was hearing his grandmothers voice in his head. Only flinching lightly, "Okay Grandma! I like this man Ailin, he's really nice and he got little babies back where he lives to! And.. what about Samar? He promised me he would marry me when we came here.. he said we had to get away before hand so Father could not do anything about it." Telling her what Samar had promised him though the male would already have got his things and changed forms by this point in time. "Ailin, can I really play with the little one~ I like them, they are so cute and so fun to be with. I don't like when they cry though.. it makes me sad.. I like when they laugh because they always sound so adorable." Resting his head against Ailin by this point and sighing happily.
Samar glared at the woman that was telling him many things and calling him a colt. "I am ten. I am a stallion. I am one hundred in human years, I'm old enough." With this he went and fetched the things he had brought for his love. Sitting them down and speaking of marrying his prince and glaring at the response he received. Not responding to this as he did not intend to follow through with what he had said to his lover.. the one who has loved him since before he was one years old in horse years. Younger than ten... the male loved him since he was eight years old. When he learned whom he was with and that he was with another, "If he harms him then I shall crush his head into the dust." Changing into a stunning Frisian stallion and standing proudly as the items he carried were placed securely on his frame. With that he turned and reared up and lunged forward and took to a stead lope.. then a dead gallop as he headed off. Trotting and loping and a thin sheen of sweat soon coated him.. he finally spotted the tent(?) the others were staying in. Shifting to his human form he picked up the luggage he had.. he smelled his prince.. WildFire must have sensed him for he bolted out of the tent though was fully dressed. "SAMAR!!!!" He glomped his lover who dropped the things and crushed their lips together. WildFire moaned happily into the kiss that went on for over a minute and a half. A conversation took place between them and WildFire rested his head lovingly against Samar. "When... when are we going to get married?" .. then heartbreak.. "I will not marry you my love, I love you though." WildFire's eyes got wide and he felt weak in the males arms and pushed away from him.. Samar did not allow this. "But.. but you promised... you said when.. when we got here.. that.. that you would.." WildFire could not help the fact tears were flowing down his cheeks. Some harsh things must have been said as WildFire was soon unable to help the fact he was crying so hard.. it actually.. Samar just sighed and tried to brush the tears away. "I know I promised.. but it does not matter.. the answer is no, I love you."
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Yunxu
Aug 7, 2010 1:40:29 GMT -5
Post by Amia on Aug 7, 2010 1:40:29 GMT -5
at the other's loud words, Ailin flinched. "well if you are gentle with them and nowhere near this loud around them, then yes, you can play with them." seeing the other blush when speaking of Samar, he smirked, his face having the slightly naughty expression of a child. "ooh....you 'like' him...you've got a crush~" he said in a teasing tone. he giggled a bit but suddenly his face grew a bit sad, years of pain and sorrow showing up in kind blue eyes. "I had someone that meant the world to me once......I really miss him.....but sometimes things don't turn out the way you want them to, sometimes people are taken from you, or they hurt you, and it's painful, but you can't just live for the person you loved...there are other people in your life who love you and need you. you must live for them just as much as you lived for that one person. life isn't about just one person in your life, life is about all the people in your life........I learned that lesson when I was 17.....there are things in this world that hurt us, but there are also things in this life that remind us that life is worth living, we just need to seek them out to find them." he said. little did he know this young man would find use for his advice very soon. hearing Samar wouldn't stay too long he smiled. "Alright....but...um....if he likes you too.....please try to use discretion when being intimate...I don't really like the idea of my kids hearing or seeing strangers having sex, you know?" he said. he smiled when Wildfire asked about the children again. "yes, you can....I don't like when they cry either, but there is one baby that cries if anyone but Rikku picks him up....I'm pretty sure he thinks that boy is his mother." he said with a giggle. Linali laughed at what Samar said. "compared to me you are a colt." she said with a light hearted and amused tone. at what was said of Ailin, something nearby exploded and she glared a deathly glare at Samar. "you will do no such thing! Ailin would not harm another living soul unless someone was harming him or another so he will not harm Wildfire." she said definitively. she knew damn well that Ailin was too gentle to hurt someone else. at what Wildfire said in her mind, she sighed. 'shield your heart from that man. I may not have known you long, but I do not wish to see you get hurt.' was her reply to him. in truth Konatari the goddess of fate had visited her recently and told her a dark haired man would bring suffering to one of her family members. originally she thought Konatari meant one of her priests would suffer, but now it seemed as though she had meant Wildfire. as she watched Samar run off, she looked up to the sky with worry. "Konatari, he is going to break his heart, isn't he?" she said as she gazed up at the now night time sky. she sighed and returned to her chambers to get ready for the evening and for bed when it got late, picking up a book and getting ready to read it. in the tent that night, though Ailin had originally been a polite distance away, in his sleep he had cuddled close to Wildfire, hugging him in his sleep. he was dreaming of being with his Matty, a sweet memory of kissing on a bridge at sunset. Matty pulled back and told him he loved him and Ailin readily returned the words. they were about to once again enter a passionate, loving kiss when suddenly something woke him. "SAMAR!!!!" he jolted awake and tried to jump to his feet but the tent prevented him from doing so. he quickly remembered where he was and poked his head out of the tent. "I'm very glad to see you reunited Wildfire, but must you scream while I am sleeping?" he asked, trying to be nice, but his exhausted face told that he was not happy about being woken up. then came Samar's words....a promise that one should never break was broken and he felt his heart break alongside the young man's. he wanted to scold the man for hurting Wildfire like this, but he knew this was not his place. he watched with sad eyes, wishing to comfort Wildfire, but knowing he could not at this moment. he would wait until he could safely return the boy to their tent before he comforted him. for now he would watch and if it was needed, he would interviene.
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Yunxu
Aug 7, 2010 8:44:28 GMT -5
Post by MojaveRattler on Aug 7, 2010 8:44:28 GMT -5
WildFire blushed deeply at the teasing tone Ailin was using about the crush. "I love him~" he said, in return but there was a slight hesitance to it. Listening to what he was being told about love and that one should not just live for once person and be afraid to live for oneself. Unknowing of just how soon he would have to listen to those words and find use for them. Soon the night seemed to have come to and end.. he had children to look forward to. But, the arrival of Samar had caused him to yell in delight but quickly his emotions took another path. Samar was not kind with his words and he was crying, crying with such a force it hurt. Samar's touches were gentle and kind but they began to become more sexual. WildFire looked up to Samar, "Come now my love~ You know that I love you~ Perhaps pleasure shall show it better, no?" It was almost just an excuse to have sex with his WildFire. True, he does love the man but he keeps hurting him despite the love he feels. WildFire could not say 'no' to Samar and never had been able to do so. The male leaned down and started to kiss him lovingly but lustfully, licking the prince's bottom lip, the lips parted, Samar pushed his tongue wantingly inside. WildFire let Samar kiss him but he found he was unable to return the kiss so the lust was only one sided. Samar massaged WildFire's lower back before pushing a hand into his prince's pants from the backside. WildFire half cried, half whimpered at the contact. He knew what Samar wanted and he really did not feel like having sex with the man right about now. Right now he wanted to go and curl up in a ball. Not knowing that his grandmother may actually be able to sense how he feels.. or be watching it carefully or something. He wanted to scream and yell but his mouth was claimed and he could not do that. Samar had promised to marry him and Samar had lied.. Samar always said he loves him... is that a lie as well? He always looked up to Samar and Samar knew him better than anyone else.. Samar was his best-friend and.. and his lover? WildFire was hurting badly and would rather have many, many physical wounds. Can anything hurt more than this did? He was unable to move at all and Samar was holding him because he could not seem to hold himself up any longer. Samar's hand slowly pulled out of his pants and the males kisses move to his neck and his ear, bites and licks. Surely Ailin knows where Samar is going to take this without a doubt. WildFire wished Samar would stop and just leave him alone. He... he promised... he said we would... he promised me.. he asked me to... and I said, yes.. he promised!!! Unable to make a sound because he was crying so hard, it caused his body to shake and tremble with each tear drop.
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Yunxu
Aug 7, 2010 14:42:52 GMT -5
Post by Amia on Aug 7, 2010 14:42:52 GMT -5
hearing that Wildfire loved Samar, Ailin giggled, blushing in a shy, cute manner as he thought of Matty. "I still love the boy I told you about.....even though we've been apart for 14 years.....and 4 months, 8 days, and 13 hours......." he said. perhaps it was a bit creepy that he knew exactly how long they had been apart, but it showed how much he missed Matty and that he obviously wasn't over losing him. once again, he touched the picture of him and Matty he carried in his pocket. he wanted to take it out and stare longingly at it, but he would wait for Wildfire to go to sleep before he did so. in the evening when Samar arrived, Ailin watched the two, feeling Wildfire's pain. suddenly Samar began groping the other and he gaped at him, horrified that anyone could be so insensitive. 'you've got to be fucking kidding me!!!!!' he cried in his mind. he quickly got out of the tent and pushed Samar away from Wildfire, stepping in front of the colt protectively. "that is not appropriate. you cannot break someone's heart, then expect intimacy from them. can't you see how hard he's crying right now? he's in pain, yet you are asking this of him....have you no feelings for him at all? someone who loves another would not ask such a selfish thing if their lover was suffering. if you have any heart, you will leave sex out of the picture until he can at least come to terms with what you have done to him." he said, his voice and words quite civil, yet also somewhat stern. he was acting rather fatherly, as though Wildfire was his own son and though his priest's robes weren't the best for looking threatening, his strong form made it obvious he could defend himself and Wildfire if necessary. he stared down Samar, unyielding, refusing to look away until his point was made or Wildfire distracted him.
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Yunxu
Aug 7, 2010 21:28:43 GMT -5
Post by MojaveRattler on Aug 7, 2010 21:28:43 GMT -5
WildFire prayed Samar would stop.. he did not want sex right now.. he just wanted to be held or left alone. When suddenly his support was pushed away. Landing non-to-gently on his knees as his body violently shook with the tears that fell from his eyes. Samar was listening with a dark glare at Ailin, "I shall have sex with the one I love if I wish" he hissed, those words out as he stepped closer. "I love him and I shall have sex with my WildFire when I wish!" This would go on for a time but WildFire was crying so violently.. Unaware his thoughts may be picked up by his Grandma by mistake.. because he was not thinking.. was sending them by mistake.. He.. asked me to.... marry him.. now he.. he won't... he... lied? Did... did Samar lie to me? But he.. he says he loves me... now... why does he want... want sex now!? I... Samar... I.. I thought you... do you love me?.. Am... am I not good enough for you? Samar.... WildFire had his arms wrapped tightly around his stomach. Unable to control the tears as they fell from his eyes. He would not be aware if Ailin had sent Samar away or had let him stay. God, he needed someone to comfort him and let him know it would be okay.. He felt abandoned and so horrible about himself right now. Truly he had loved Samar and had been so excited because he thought him and Samar could finally be together without being afraid. Why would Samar leave him now!? Was he not good enough for Samar? WildFire was crying so violently and with such a force that it hurt.. he could not even scream out his pain because his voice would not work. It was a heart wrenching and truly painful sight to see.
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Yunxu
Aug 7, 2010 22:14:58 GMT -5
Post by Amia on Aug 7, 2010 22:14:58 GMT -5
Ailin's normally kind blue eyes burned with fury at Samar's words. "you selfish, arrogant bastard! look at him! if you made him have sex tonight it would not be sex, but rape! if you loved him at all, you would leave him be to grieve over the promise you broke." as the other stepped toward him, he did not give the man an inch, standing with his feet firmly rooted to the ground. he would not be intimidated even if Samar was likely more experienced a fighter and bigger and taller than him. he stood strong, acting the part of a brave knight defending the honor of a lady. "if you think that I will allow you to harm this boy, you are sadly mistaken. I will be dead and buried before I allow you your selfish, disgusting pleasures you sick son of a bitch!" he growled with a deadly tone to his normally kind and gentle young voice. he would fight Samar to the death if he had to and with his own training in China under the supervision of kind old monks, it would be a long battle and he would not stop until he drew his last breath. suddenly the ground shook and the area became hot and humid, thunder boomed in the background and though there was no rain, a bolt of lightning struck the ground nearby causing Ailin to nearly lose his balance from the powerful shockwave yet miraculously he managed to stay standing. "Samar! it would appear you have overstayed your welcome. you are undeserving of this paradise you now walk upon. I gave you time to see my grandchild, yet you have attempted to do to him what many have before you. leave now, and perform the task I have given you and perhaps I shall allow you to see him again someday...." it was Linali's voice that boomed like the thunder all around them. Ailin gazed at the sky in shock and awe, knowing that voice as the goddess of fire. suddenly the ground shook once more and a portal opened in the dirt, showing Samar's room back in his and Wildfire's home in the human realm. " do not try my patience boy, I am perfectly fine with making you go by force...." said Linali, another lightning bolt hitting the ground and Ailin falling this time but quickly getting back up and moving protectively right in front of Wildfire.
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